Feeling Small

This morning we'll head to Mary Immaculate of Lourdes for the traditional Mass.  A respite.  I find so much peace and hope there.  Other people are far more articulate expressing why the traditional Mass is so central to them.  I have trouble grasping words, but simply, I feel very small, very child like at that Mass.  God is so enormous and I can rest in Him.  I can simply "be".  I don't even have to worry about participating, making a loud response to show how invested I am with the community around me.  I can be quiet and prayerful (as much as my four year old allows).  The prayers anchor me.  The reverence soothes me.  I will find some peace and assurance.